The Experiments Are Tested Again

Currently, while we have ongoing investigations and other events that are part of our regular activities, we also make every effort to conduct experiments every chance we get. These experiments can take many different forms. An experiment can be viewing video footage from an area we've been at using different cameras using the same area. It can be testing ones' self using different equipment and its' relationship to the particular person or area or just researching using different archival sites and trying to find the correlation in this area, building or property.

Sometimes I will conduct an impromptu experiment as I did in the Meek Mansion and McConaghy House that was an integral part of our 2010 conference. We had world renowned psychic detective, John J. Oliver, as a guest speaker and, while the attendees to our conference waited patiently (in very cold weather I might add - what troopers!!), I had John walk through the buildings and give me his impressions to see exactly what I might find. I found this experiment to be successful as a few people have told me that they had "deja vu" events (as did John in the Meek Mansion) as well as other psychic impressions. Many were very close or right on the mark.

Another experiment I have been working on for close to three years is trying to see just how psychic I can be. I have never considered myself psychic. I have never told anyone that I was psychic because I didn't feel I was. I have talked to many, many, MANY "psychics" who have told me that all I needed to do was one thing - listen to as many CD's on psychic development as I could. I have had more than one "psychic" tell me this. Many told me to attend as many psychic classes as I could but I just haven't taken the time for those. Nevertheless, my thought was perhaps there was something to this line of thinking. While many followed up their thoughts with, "you must believe you are psychic", I did have trouble with that because how can you believe that you are psychic if you are not psychic or don't think you are. But an experiment is an experiment.

I have bought so many CD's over the years that I think I can verbalize them all without even putting them on the player. I placed them on my iPod. I have walked with them. I have slept with them. I have gently "fondled" my iPod - much more so than my sleeping husband - in the hopes of having a breakthrough. All of this to no avail. While I have noticed some very subtle differences, it is difficult to distinguish if this is the CD's or just the fact that I try to meditate. Note I said try to meditate. I have discovered that I'm not very good at that but I continue to try and in the midst of trying, I happen to fall asleep. Believe it or not, I have had "psychics" tell me that falling asleep is okay too, that that means that I was meditating so deeply that I fell asleep. Okay, I'll take that.

I have quite a collection of these CD's from all the "name brand" psychics. Each with a different thought on how to become a psychic and develop my gifts. Again, all I have been able to do is try to meditate but I have noticed that I can be a bit of a beacon. It is difficult to distinguish if this is doing any good at all in my quest to become psychic because my home is apparently semi-haunted anyway. I have noticed the typical noises, doors closing, motion detected lights going on by themselves, footsteps and the occasional humming. So am I a beacon as those who are "real" psychics? I fear not.

While people say that they want to be like me, I tell them I want to be like John or many of the other psychics who have this ability to help. That is really my quest. To help as they do.

This does bring me to another point. The fact that I am currently working on a case for a very nice gentleman and his family. I have had "impressions" or pictures in my head that occur when I am emailing him. While I question these pictures, I have again put myself in experimental mode and told myself that these pictures are the real thing and pass this information on to this client. Interestingly and amazingly, we are striking gold. I have been communicating with him for probably close to two months and some very interesting things have been occurring. I am beside myself with giddiness. I was told not to rethink myself, to keep pushing and trying and to believe what I am doing.

Well John, you are correct. It seems that I am doing something right and I have you to thank. You did not steer me to CD's, having my aura read, having a reading for myself or the necessity to attend any classes. You told me things and I listened. You were matter-of-fact about your information and did not try to unduly influence other than to say things that were simple and easy to understand.

While I appreciated his information during his lecture, his easygoing and approachable nature, I am further intimidated by the fact that this man who has this amazing ability was able to get me to listen to him. I find it difficult at times to listen to anyone, yet I listened. I hope this is the beginning of a new found appreciation of this ability and another experiment that seems to be working!!!